I just wish I could let you know how shitty you made me feel
And I wish more than anything that just because you know I wont leave
Doesnt mean its ok to talk me like that
And no matter what I wish I was next to you. I wish I was there tonight
do you ever just “what the fuck is the point” so hard that you stop everything you’re doing and stare and pretty much wonder why you don’t vanish from existence because the level of done you are should pretty much deconstruct your biological makeup
Make some chocolate milk then bedd
If you plan ahead, you won’t ever get left behind! Think about your career’s future. Can you tell the difference between a real problem and an imagined problem in your life? There is a lot of drama going on around you, and it could be making you think there are dilemmas where none truly exist. Don’t fall into the trap of thinking that just because someone makes a lot of noise that they have an issue you need to help solve. They probably want your attention, but you don’t have to give it to them. Focus on what you know matters, not on what they tell you matters.
I just want to talk to erick and tell him about my new car and that its ok im not that stressed out I wont cry or yell or be a bitch for any tiny reason
And ill hold him and hug him and kiss him
On the mouth and lay in bed with him all day because thats where I feel most at home most happy and comfy and just content
But he doesnt have a phone and I have school tomorrow so I gotta wait til tomorrow night when I get off work to see him and fuck I just wanna talk to him and see him now amd everyone else is gunna tell him about my car and I wont get to bc I get there late abd hes gunna be mad at me for financing a car but I really liekd it and I wanna te lll him
My family is always helping me out.
So much love.
I miss erick.
so much right now
i wish he was holding me now
finally got home with my new car meehehehe omg omg omg omg omg
yay ya yayayaya
no more overheating no shfting fucked up transmission ghetto wagggggon fuckin peiece eof shit vehicle